Posted by Anonymous on 2014/11/08 under Uncategorized I am very sad but I don’t want to feel sad because I know it’s not good for my health and performance. The enemies want me to feel sad so I can’t fall into their trap. I mean, I don’t want to hurt myself because of others’ malicious intent. But the emotions are difficult to control. I need to stop them from destroying me. I need to talk but there is no one around. And even if I talk, I need to face everything alone, as usual.